20대 배우들에게 만족할 만한 연기란 없다. 그들에게 연기자로서

20대 배우들에게 만족할 만한 연기란 없다. 그들에게 연기자로서 첫 술을 뜨고, 씹어먹고, 소화시켜 배설까지 해내야 하는 과정은 결코 쉬울리 없기 때문이다. 그래서 만족도 없고, 의심이 든다. '내가 과연 잘한 걸까.' 특히 첫 영화로 높은 평가를 받기란 부담스러울 수밖에 없다. 그것도 봉준호 심성보 감독의 '해무'라는 작품에서 주연을 맡아서 말이다. 박유천은 이 지점에 대해 누구보다 잘 알고 있다.

"청룡영화상은 당연히 못받을 줄 알았다. 당연히. 그럴 줄 알았는데, 불려서 깜짝 놀랐다. 사실 너무 긴장됐고, 청룡까지는 정말 기대하지 못했다." 그리곤 "돌이켜 생각해보면 어울리지 않는 옷을 억지스럽게 입은 것처럼 보일까봐 많이 불안했다. 회사에서도 처음에 반대하고, 좀 걱정했었다. 연기력, 이런 부분은 배제하고도 JYJ란 그룹에 속해있는 내가 '해무'속 동식이 역할로 보여질까. 그런 의심이 들 수밖에 없었다. 사투리도 사투리지만, 뱃사람처럼 옷을 입고, 분장을 그렇게 하고도 자연스러워 보여야 하는데, 많이 불편했고, 걱정됐다"고 담담하게 털어놨다.

박유천의 의심과 진심이 한꺼번에 전해졌다. 사실 그는 수상자들이 모이는 사후 리셉션장에도 오지 않았다. 이유가 궁금했던 터라 질문하려 했는데, 짐작이 갔다.

"연기자로서 자신이 없을 때가 있다. 요즘도 악몽을 꿔서 깨는게 뭐냐면, 스태프들도 연기자들도 다들 있는데, 액션을 하는데, 내가 아무것도 못하더라. 버벅거리고 있는 거다. 그러다 깬다. 무섭다. 초반에는 무엇인가 할 수밖에 없는 상황이었고, 그게 연기였는데, 그런 상황이 익숙해지고, 하게 됐는데도, 카메라 앞에 서는 그 시간이 두려울 때가 있다. 내가 온전히 감정을 실어서 연기하고 있는지 가끔 의심이 들고, 그게 무섭다."



그래서 박유천은 연기자로서 축하받는 자리가 불편했다고 말했다. "과연 내가 축하받아야 하는가. 사실 '해무' 팀도 많이 오지 않아서 그런 점도 있었다. '변호인'의 김영애 선생님이 수상하고 영화 '카트'에 대한 아쉬움을 말했었는데, 나 역시 그렇다. '해무'를 좀 더 많이 봐줬으면…그런 부분이 좀 아쉬웠다."

그리곤 '해무'를 떠올리며 그가 던진 한 마디는 "지쳤다"는 것이다. "피곤함이 아니라 집중력에 지쳤다. 특히 '해무'에서 밀항씬은 보름을 찍었는데, 그거 찍으면서 그 집중력에 지쳤다." 그가 얼마나 '해무'를 촬영하면서 몰입했는가가 느껴졌다. 그리고 '해무'를 하면서 배운 큰 가르침에 대해 꺼냈다.

"'해무'를 준비하면서 낮술을 먹은 적이 있다. 3층에서 북어국을 먹는데, 감독님, 선배님들 앞에서 담배를 피우기 그래서 1층까지 몇 번이나 내려갔다 왔다. 그렇게 몇 번을 가니까, 선배들이 '그러지 말라'고 하더라. 그래서 선배들과 같은 테이블에 마주 앉아 술도 마시고, 담배도 피우니 선배들도 좋아하더라. 그때 알았다. 어렸을 때는 선배들이 계시면 모든게 신경이 쓰였다. 그러다 이제는 예의 있게 감독님과 선배들과 대화하는 법을 배우게 됐다. 그게 중요하다는 것도 알게 됐다."

그리곤 과거 에피소드를 꺼냈다. "처음 '성균관 스캔들' 했을 때였나. 그때는 대본을 달달 외워갔다. 모든 걸 준비했다고 하지만 '잘해야지'하는 생각이 너무 강했다. 근데 현장에 가서 조금만 다르게 진행되면 아무 것도 하지 못하는 나를 발견했다. 정말 아무 것도 하기 힘들어졌다. 그래서 '옥탑방 왕세자'부터는 상대와의 호흡에 더 맞춘다. 혼자 읽을 때와 상대 배우와 읽을 때는 너무 다르더라."



"'해무'를 촬영하면서 선배님들과 그런 꿈을 꾼 적이 있다. '해무'가 명절 때 방송되면 참 좋겠다. 10년 쯤 뒤에도 온 가족이 함께 할 때 문득 TV를 틀었는데, '해무'가 나오면 참 좋겠다. 이런 생각을 했다." 19금 영화라 가족 시간대에는 맞지 않는다는 말에 박유천은 "새벽 시간에 틀어야 한다"며 웃었다.

얼마 전 '해무'의 촬영지로 스태프들을 데리고 갑작스런 여행을 갔단다. "뜬금 없지만 거제도를 다시 한 번 갔다. 거기 바다와 포장마차가 그리웠다. 촬영하면서 갔던 식당도 가고, 오랜만에 가니까 솔주(소나무 술), 그것도 주더라."

청룡영화상이 끝나고 관계자들끼리 이런 이야기를 나눴다. 박유천은 알까. 그가 온전히 자신의 연기로만 상을 받았다는 사실을…. 그의 팬덤이나, 대작에 출연해서가 아니라 그가 표현해낸 동식이를 통해 수상했다는 사실을 그가 알길 바란다. 물론 이 결과는 자만이 아닌 의심하는 배우에게 온 자격이다.

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Twenty-something actors, there is no satisfactory to smoke. They opened the first drink as a performer, I have to eat and chew up the excretion process of digesting never easy Lee. So, there is no doubt that satisfaction. '' I really went well with the highly acclaimed first film. "in particular, is bound to be borne. It turns out the Director's ' Director Bong Joon-Ho mentality ' piece is taken from the lead. Park Yoo Chun knows better than anyone about this point."Blue Dragon Film Awards is, of course, never knew it would be. Of course. I was surprised, I thought it was called. Was so nervous, in fact, did not expect so far really begin. "and" look back in retrospect unbecoming clothes would seem like a far-fetched suffered much anxiety. The company also had little to worry about, and against in the first place. Concealment, this part is excluded and also belongs to a group, do I ' JYJ is non-dietary role and you've shown. I doubt that these. Even the dialect patois, but dressed like a sailor, I am also doing a chapter should look natural, which was a lot of discomfort and worry, "Gotham confided to the fence.Park Yoo-chun doubts and serious all at once. The fact that he is a winner, even in a reception gathering did not come after-the-fact. I had to wonder why la is trying to guess the questions I had."As a performer himself, when there is not. Nowadays, wanting what is breaking in a nightmare, the reception, the action is also a performer, and when I did anything. Hitching a. I'm ugly. Kind of scary. What is to be done at the beginning of the situation, and that the smoke was getting such a situation, in front of the camera and left too, then it's time to be awesome. I suspect that sometimes put off full emotion of these, and that's scary. "So Park Yu-cloth as a performer, taking place in celebration of the inconvenience, said. "Yes, I get to celebrate. In fact, there are also plenty of non-' team ' did not come to that point. The ' Defender ' of Kim young-AE and a teacher in the movie ' cart ' was told that almost makes up for, apart from me too. Please take a look at a lot of the ' free ' letting more ...That part was a little ash. "Then he draws by ' visualizing ' and he threw in a Word is "tired". "Tired, tired of not concentration. In particular, non-scene from ' the stowaways took to a fortnight, that's tired of him taking his concentration. "how he got cast did while shooting ' immersive ' is felt. And I have learned that with great teaching martial arts ' pulled about. "' No ' never ate during the day while getting ready to drink. In the North, 3rd floor, having eaten the fish soup, goggles, seniors in front of smoking so many times until the ground floor went down. So go a couple of times, ' don't do this, ' he said. So you might as well sit facing each other at the same table with drink, tobacco, alcohol, also fled to Wu, also like the seniors. At that time. As a child when you were all nerves Lil. Then and now is to be a coach and learn how to communicate with seniors. It was learned that it is important, too. "And then they pulled out past episodes. "The first ' Sungkyunkwan scandal ' was when I. Then I went to the Moon the moon to memorize the script. Everything is ready but the idea of having a ' good ' too. But the scene went on a little differently than does not do anything when I found. Nothing has really been hard to. So, starting with your opponent's breathing rooftop Prince ' more. When you read the actors dealing with when reading alone, so I beg to differ. ""' No ' while shooting seniors and there has never been such a dream. 'Sun MU is true when broadcast feast '. Has to do with the whole family even after decade old as far as TV was played, ' and no ' when it comes to true. Had this idea. " 19 Gold at the end of the time frame does not fit a mind-blowing experience family Park Yu-cloth "should lay in the early morning hours," he laughed.Some time ago ' and no ' as staff went to take the sudden trip. "But the editorial telling in keoje island once again. There are food stalls and the sea is sorely missed. It's been a while, and went to a restaurant while shooting go to Sol (pine tree), it is also more weeks. "Blue Dragon film awards at the end of the official mechanism for this sort of thing. Park Yoo chun. He received the award for his acting but untouched as a matter of fact .... He appeared on a Bush or a fan of, not because he is a Masterful representation was awarded through the fact that the plunge, did he want to know. Of course, this result is not in doubt, only came to the actors.

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It is never acceptable to smoke 20 actors. Them to open your first drink as a performer, eat and chew, digested, because the process is never easy re not to be done by excretion. So, no satisfaction, no doubt costs. "Am I really a good thing." Seureoul burden is bound to get a high reputation, especially in the first movie. It says take on a leading role in the work of 'sea fog' of director Bong Joon Ho Sung Bo Shim. Yoochun knows better than anyone on this point. "Blue Dragon Film Awards, of course, thought to getting one. Of course. I thought so, bulryeoseo surprised. dwaetgo fact so nervous, he did not really expect until the Blue Dragon." And "a lot of anxiety for fear he dressed carefully retrospect seem far-fetched to think the clothes do not fit the first time in opposition to the company, had a little worried. Acting, to the exclusion of these areas and I also JYJ 'sea fog' in acting which is part of a group Will it show in the role was forced those doubts. patois dialect, but also, dressed like a sailor, you would expect to see the makeup so lovable and also nature, many were uncomfortable, was worried, "he confessed to cool. suspected of Yoochun Seriously is reportedly at the same time. In fact, he did not come the post-reception section winners gather. I want to question why did wonder atmospheres, went guess. "when they are not there as a performer. Even now I mean to break the kkwoseo nightmare, the staff there are also actors also everybody, to the action, I did not see anything hadeora. thrashing you'll hanging. Then was awake. scaring the early situation has no choice but to do something, it was postponed, the situation is getting used to, it still can not explain, there are times when that time standing in front of the camera afraid. I go completely smoke chamber and emotions holding the suspicion that sometimes, it's scary. " Yoochun said that a place so get uncomfortable celebration as a performer. "I really do need to celebrate. In fact, sea fog 'team also had such a viscosity did not come to much. Kim Young-ae Teacher Award' counsel 'and haeteotneunde regret to say about the movie' cart ', and so, too. More on the' sea fog ' ... I just want you to look at a lot of parts ahswiwotda. " And tteoolrimyeo the "sea fog" a word he threw a "tired" would have. "The tired but tired of concentration. In particular, Stowaway scene from 'sea fog' I took a fortnight, that he was exhausted to take on the concentration." How he 'sea fog' commitment did that I felt while shooting. And while the 'sea fog' took on a large teaching learning. "In preparation for the" sea fog "has never eaten Daytime Drinking: eat the soup on the third floor Pollack, director, smoking in front of the seniors so many times down to the first floor back and forth.'re going to do that a few times, and hadeora predecessors' Do not do that. "So you drink alcohol sit down at the table, such as seniors, smoking, blood crying hadeora seniors also good. Roger then. Everything that senior If you are interested, when I was young The nervous. And then now was learning how to make polite conversation with the director and senior. That was also important to know. " And then pulled out a past episode. "The first 'Sungkyunkwan Scandal' ttaeyeotna when that time came to memorize by heart and repeated the scenario. Had prepared everything, but the idea of 'jalhaeyaji' too strong. But go to the scene and found a little differently when progress does not do anything for me. Really nothing it was difficult, so 'Rooftop Prince' Starting focuses more on the breath of the opponent. When he is not even learn to read and when read alone dealing with. " "Shooting the 'sea fog' and have never dream that those dreams and seniors." sea ​​fog 'is true when the broadcast when the holiday wish. after about 10 years, when the whole family was the matter with sudden framework for TV,' When the sea fog, I hope indeed. had this idea. " 19 gold film called The family is at the end of time Yoochun did not fit "should play in the early morning hours," laughed said. Not long ago, 'sea fog' is opting to take a sudden trip to the Location of the staff. "I went to Geoje tteungeum but once again there is the sea and the stalls are missed. Shooting while also went to a restaurant to go, a long time're going solju (pine alcohol), it also cast-iron." The Blue Dragon Film Awards ends this story chatted amongst stakeholders. Yoochun has been told. That he fully received the award only his acting .... His fan base and, not by starring in blockbuster awarded by the fact that he came up with a removable expressed his wish to know. Of course, this result is eligible to come to learn, not only suspect.

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20 actors to acting is not satisfactory. The first actor to them to come up and munched and stomachs and excretion, they have to pay for the rest of the ring. So satisfaction, no doubt. "I will, in particular, right? "The first movie to be evaluated as high as it is burdensome. Director Bong Joon-ho, the personality of the Year" in the work, and for the role. The point of Park for more than anyone else. Top
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"Blue Dragon Film Awards, of course, I knew how to. Of course. I knew him, but the lights and was startled. In fact too uptight, and blue dragon, I really did not expect. "And then he turned and "When you think about it, but don't want to mingle with clothes, but I am afraid that my mouth may seem to be very nervous. The first company, was opposed to a bit worried about. acting skills, this part of the "exclude JYJ, belonging to the group, "I-dong, in an expression, "be seen as a role? Such doubts.